Okay, this is the problem with social networking sites!! (she posts on a social networking site. xD) Everything is out for everyone to see. Maybe it's none of your business what I do when it doesn't affect you in any way shape or form!
Maybe you can shut up and at least listen to the whole story on both sides before making your judgment. But then again, who are you to pass judgment at all? Isn't it only God who can pass judgment on us sinners?
Okay, yeah, I fucked up. Does this mean you need to shove it in my face. Maybe I'm dealing with a lot of my own stuff based around that huge mistake I made and don't need you to shove it in my face. Maybe if you even knew me, you'd know it was a good thing for everyone involved. That there was a loveless relationship and a way too complicated one that needed to be ended and two people benefited from the situation instead of all four sitting around being miserable. Maybe the only reason the relationships even existed in the first place was because somebody cried the first time it ended. Maybe it was never working in the first place. Maybe I found somebody I click with perfectly, more than I've ever clicked with anybody. Maybe If you were in my situation you would have done the same thing.
Maybe if you knew me, really knew me, you wouldn't think twice about any of this.
Maybe you'd trust my judgment and know that I feel like shit about hurting people.
Maybe you'd know that I beat myself up about it every day.
Maybe you'd know I deserve something good and simple and happy for once in my life.
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