Let's play catch up real quick.

I realized there's a lot I haven't been posting and want to today.

Prom night:
Amazing. Freaking amazing. Sam is a surprisingly good dancer, for one, it looked beautiful, and the whole dance was just great. iHop was alright, nothing spectacular, nothing awful. It was fun. *shrug* But when we got back to my house (at like, 1:30 a.m.) we got the furthest we've ever gotten. And by a lot too. It was everything I'd been waiting for, and so good. I mean, we're talking climbing into the backseat good. It was amazing. No details online, but it was great.

Bauer Family Drama:
My cousin killed himself. He'd had the whole thing planned out. It was just this huge fuck you to everyone in his life. He loaded all sixteen of Papa Melinn's guns and shot himself while driving their car. It was....... It was bad.
My grandma on that side has cancer. Again, apparently, I didn't know about it the first time.
My aunt over there had a heart attack. We all think it's drugs.

Personal Accomplishments:
I got a new laptop and my iPod works now :D

All in all, it's been a lot of ups and downs and a lot of Sam. He went with me to the visitation. And he's been... He's been so great. Honestly, I love him so much. He's so unbelievably perfect for me. Like honestly, there are very few people I can say I would happily sit and watch Tron with. But if he was there, I'd watch every minute if he wanted me to as long as I could be with him. And it's so effortlessly simplistic, an understanding that "I love you and you love me and we don't need to make a fuss over it." It's exactly what I want and what I need. And, god, that boy... He's so sweet and funny and smart and... The only bad part about him is that he's really judgmental and really quick to make said judgment. But even that isn't super bad and he's not like set in stone about it. And he's not an ass about it.