"Does he look like a bitch?"
Needless to say I'm watching Pulp Fiction.
This is just kind of a "what's going on in my head" kind of update.
Sam looks like he should be on the cover of a romance novel after fooling around. Specially Thursday night. He was on top of me, holding me, and his hair was all curly and sexy and loose... I love when his hair is down. Being grounded sucks, but honestly... There are worse punishments for an hour and a half of bliss.
That my grandma doesn't trust me as much now, that's... That's not good. And that I'm not so happy about and I'm gonna try to get that back.... That's really the only thing I think I did wrong was betray her trust. She does too. We talked about it. She said that I'm 16, I'm expected to be stupid and fool around with boys (I wonder what would have happened if I'd been with a girl...) she just didn't expect me to do it in her house when I knew she wouldn't be there.
I miss Sam.
These next couple days are going to be so boring without him. I've been talking to him on the phone and messaging and texting him more than usual. We've been in pretty constant communication.
God... I can't wait for Wednesday. I can't wait for my life to be back.
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