I hate goodbyes.

I love how goodbyes take twenty minutes at least
I love how you "ban" certain music, but you'll listen to my indie crap.
I love how you hug me tight. I love when you pick me up and spin me around. I've never trusted anyone else enough to do that.
I love the way you look at me like... like I'm special, like I'm good.
I love that you don't take my shit.
I love that shy smile you have.
I love the way your fingers glide across the piano and your eyes close when you're really into it.
I love that your favorite movie is Terminator 2 because you grew up on it.
I love the way that you're honest about not knowing what to do, or what to say, and you'll just say it. You'll just say "I have no idea what to say right now, so... I'm just gonna say (insert random thing here)" or "I don't know what to do, so I'm just going to give you a hug."
I love the way you hold my hand.
I love the way you kiss my forehead.
I love the way you'll listen to me go on and on about Glee and Gossip Girl and just smile like I'm talking about something interesting.
I love the way you'll work on things that don't work with me.
I love looking at your eyes. It's like... I can see exactly what you're thinking in them.
I love how sweet and compassionate and caring you are.
I love that you have a 4.0 and will continue to have a 4.0 despite everything.
I love that you're so strong.
I love everything about you.
I could go on and on and on and on and on and on and on, but I have to go to bed.
I love you.
I love you so much.
You're my chocolate cake. You'll never see this. But that's okay. I just needed to say it. <3